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Soul Envy

by Id Guinness

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1.
Three Steps 02:59
Three Steps (2576 Lombard Street, June 20, 1989) And you’re three steps behind her And you’re fading with the twilight heat And she’s all you’ve got looking out for you now So you follow her from street to street, yeah All the rhythm in this town You brought a beat all of your own But it’s three steps behind her And you’re a slave to your hunger And you thought your begging days were done But you’re losing your sense of direction Just to keep her rushing in your blood Got to keep her rushing in your blood Got to keep her rushing in your blood This is you at your peak This is you at lovers’ leap Three steps behind her So what is left then to fear? No one has followed you here Your destination is clear You can’t reach it You can’t reach it You can’t reach it fast enough And you’re three steps behind her And you think you’re in a state of grace at you’ve found Mother Mary and sanctuary In a room with a view of the Golden Gate Shed your sorrow, shed your clothes And all tomorrow no longer holds And you’re three steps behind her Music & Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music SOCAN
2.
Square One 03:45
Square One (overheard on Cordova Street, November 14, 2007) She is home earlier than he expected His voice was strange on the phone When she called him And there they were Covers pulled up to their ears She saw the future disappear The body lives but the spirit’s flown Say goodbye to the one that you trusted Say goodbye to all the years that you gave him These are days For trying not to go insane For trying to stop the mind replaying Your childhood friend and your shining knight Saying ‘is is not what it looks like’ She said ‘Destiny, I don’t believe in destiny Fate has made a fool of me I’ve had it with the lie Oh, all this time, how could I have been so blind? What a veil I’ve lived behind I don’t know who I am In the far recesses of my soul In the dark, angry corners In the black holes Is there anything worth saving here at all?’ In her dream she is halfway to Paris Looking down on New England from the stratus Some sweet taste Is gone before it leaves a trace What’s indefinable escapes But she has seen another life At the end of this dark night There is a shimmering white light And this is not what it looks like Music & Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music SOCAN
3.
Back of My Hand (AH25, December 26, 2009) Drove a crooked highway To ease my crooked mind Pulled onto a derelict beach Where the tsunamis meet the sky In time to see Andromeda Spelling out your name And the epsilon and beta stars Point me back the way I came But I know this road like the back of my hand I hear your voice in the back of my mind And the way we used to laugh before I’ve been gone since ‘005 Emptied out, still alive But it don’t matter anymore It’s very clear, the view from here Reflected in my side mirror Haunts me and you’re always near Banda Aceh are you weeping Tears that never dry? I came looking for the pieces Of the year that wouldn’t die While low and cinematic voices Were formulating plans I checked out and drove away To where the bad dreams all began Once she was mine Once she was my world Music & Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music SOCAN
4.
Going to Burning Man (overheard in Petaluma, August 22, 2007) All of the Deadheads are moving on See the caravans fading into the mist She’s sitting on a tailgate blowing a kiss Down on the beach my mind is quiet now California, send your gypsies Got a mind to re-write history Going to Burning Man for to break these chains Found a reason to lose myself again You join a crusade to try and save yourself And wake up in e Land of Nothing Left e future and past fight to the death In the bullet-scarred house the family’s quiet now California, send your gypsies Got a mind to re-write history Going to Burning Man for to break these chains Found a reason to lose myself again What is done can’t be undone Soldier comes home, hero unsung Holy wars cannot be won And what is done can’t be undone California, all that’s left of me Is in a plan to re-write history Going to Burning Man to give my mind a feast Change has come and I am heading east Music by Id Guinness & Brian Black Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music & Brian Black SOCAN
5.
Face the Sun 03:43
Face the Sun (Chuschi, May 17, 1980) It’s the weight of the fear in her eyes That’s kept me sleepless for so long In the dawn I realized she’d given me Everything I ever thought I’d own . . . but one strand She said to me ‘You’re the luckiest one With your winning grin, your killing charm You could meet everyone’ But I fell to the bottom of the well Cold and alone, I sank with the stone She said ‘Don’t look that way, don‘t look, face the sun’ Oh and how I long to be there In that shining place you see me She said ‘Don’t look that way, don‘t look, face the sun’ Oh and how I long to be there In that shining place you see me And I can’t seem to shake off is blanket of madness I’ve woven I struggle in darkness You say there’s a path I can’t see it She said ‘Don’t look that way, don‘t look, face the sun’ Music & Lyrics by Ledenhed Copyright 2001 Allen Cholach BMI
6.
Guardians of the New Frontier (111 Washington Avenue, March 9, 2008) Guardians of the New Frontier Keepers of the Gated Community In a weak moment I threw away my keys Can you let me in? Got no safe place left to hide Got no offers of immunity Stained the source of all my joy and pride Can you let me in? All my indiscretions Tawdry Mayflower sessions Hold no comfort for me now Hell has got no fury Like my judge and jury I know I’ll have to face her soon but how? What else then could I have done To sate my morbid curiosity? Trapped by my own conventions I had to take my penchants underground Scholars of the human mind How about reverse engineering mine? Find the primordial switch That drove me into this ditch and turn it off I see my future growing cold See myself powerless, old Slipping through a great divide Don’t see no one there at all Reaching out to break my fall When I come out the other side Yesterday I was really on my way Yesterday had it all Bombs away, the fallout’s never going away Bombs away, watch it all fall Leading off the evening news Number Nine will soon be off the clock Now the wolves are drawing near Guardians of the New Frontier What now? Music & Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music SOCAN
7.
How To Howl 04:12
How to Howl (41 Gransha Road, February 18, 1978) Little survivor It’s been a bloody war You know your cause is lost So what do you keep dying for? I got caught up in the crossfire I am down You’re so rich in ruins That I can’t repair I’ve been sheltered, baby And you make me scared But it’s too late for me I have fallen for you now Now who will save you From yourself tonight And let you know that Everything is gonna be all right? All the light that I had left in me I’ve burned for you Take me to your gutter When the clock strikes twelve Watch me become a shadow Of my former self I am hungry to try Something dangerous and new Let me pick the bones At your pauper’s feast Teach me how to howl Like a wounded beast And I will worm my way Into the heart of you But who will save you From yourself tonight And let you know that Everything is gonna be all right? All the light that I had left in me I’ve burned for you Thought patterns Take a fateful turn The heart reacts To what the mind confirms These are lessons That I‘ve never learned Oh, won’t you take me down with you? Take me down with you, down with you Music & Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music SOCAN
8.
In Green and Blue Berets (E-761, July 11, 1995) Surface tranquility, underground heat On sidewalk cafés, and cobblestone streets Whispers of war, victory and defeat Not so far away Not so far away National identity, refugee camps Police everywhere, and beggar tramps Young soldiers doing the salvation dance In green and blue berets Not so far away Sitting in the sun, listening to the chatter Casualties of hope, then nothing else matters Hyperinflation, economy in tatters One more cut in pay Round marble tables, coffee or tea From where I sit it's impossible to see Why such a place needs an enemy No one here can say There seems more shock than there is blame In the eyes of those whose homes were in flames But for the ones in the easy part of the game It’s just another day Not so far away Music by Id Guinness Lyrics by Mookie Brando Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music & Mookie Brando SOCAN
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ESMA (free) 02:10
10.
Life As We Know It (70117, August 29, 2005) Take these broken wings Oh my fallen angel A tank of gasoline For this dead end road Hang on to them baby All these useless things This covenant’s broken But you know you still want to believe That life as we know it Is something that nobody’d dare Steal away, steal away Shelter from the storm The shiny FEMA trailer The hope we held out for The promise we fell for Hang on to it baby Wear it like a ring This covenant’s broken Broken words that don’t mean anything If life as we know it Is something that nobody’d care To steal away, steal away Take a message to our loved ones To our friends and daughters and sons Death it may have silenced our tongues But we have reached our higher ground We are here, the souls unburied The voices that do not carry In this city we will tarry Until these streets again have sound As we know it Music & Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music SOCAN
11.
Annapurna 04:19
Annapurna (Nawanshahr, December 16, 2009) Take me with you, oh my sister Fearless lover, immolated bride I, all others have forsaken My faith was shaken It did not survive Now your spirit haunts this place In the dark I still see your face Time, it never will erase what once was In this sad house heavy with secrets Still your fragrance fills the air So long as my heart will keep beating ere will be no peace here, I swear Now your spirit haunts this place In the dark I still see your face Time, it never will erase what once was I will wander unashamed In the fields where we would lay All for honour we have paid Such a price Music & Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music SOCAN
12.
Free World 04:48
Free World (Milly-la-Forêt/Plascassier, October 11, 1963) It’s all about me again Now I am free again Nothing is holding me back Over the moon am I High as the bright blue sky I’m wiping my prints, erasing my tracks I long for these things when I become unsharpened I’m in a beautiful cloud as I sink to the carpet I have taunted this tragedy, dared this disaster I’ve come to believe There is just one way out of this cage Cold in the morning gloom The one that I scurry from Well, I’ve taken the bait Now I’ve only got myself to blame No cheap sentiment in this poetry filling my head How strange, the remorse for playing the game She said ‘I want you to know That I’m here to support you You can see all I offer, the doors I can open I’m a patron of art and your foreign boy beauty’ I felt light as a feather But I sang like a bird in a cage Now an Aznavour song’s floating up from the parlour Wisps of afterglow smoke are lacing the air I can feel my youth draining away Here in the free world Well, I saw my chance But I couldn’t get there from here You can try but you can’t get there from here You can try but you can’t get there from here And I’ve tried but I can’t get there from here Music by Id Guinness, Duane O’Kane, Graham Mason & Douglas Fitch Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/ Rapid Transformation Music, Duane O’Kane, Graham Mason & Douglas Fitch SOCAN
13.
Atlas Drops the Ball (Dixia Cheng, 1969/2008) Everybody’s going underground They're cashing in, they’re digging down ‘Cause it took too long to make them understand To pull their heads out of the sand Now I’m going crazy from the heat But here we are, so cling to me like cellophane In your room down the hall While Atlas drops the ball Everyone pretended to be blind They wouldn’t see the warning signs So no one thought to take back all the fighting words they said The lines are broken, the tribe has spoken Now being there’s not what it used to be The will to love, the thrill is gone And I see ghosts that I never used to see I used to count the stars I once believed I was a small piece of the puzzle A long note held on Ziggy’s red guitar I used to see through you, The colours that surround us, All the energy, (dissolving now) The unexploded view I used to dream in blue Music & Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music SOCAN
14.
We've Been Legend Tripping (Natchez, September 17, 2005) Take a left turn at the light Third house on the right That’s where the waters parted That’s where I took flight From worry lines and rosaries From shuttered minds and stifled needs And good books filled with cautionary tales To remind me That anything can happen Everything can change Anything can happen if you go there So don’t go there I have fallen for a girl Who’s seen her share of ghosts We’ve been legend tripping Up and down the gulf coast Now there’s a scar across her mind A neuron bent and misaligned, untreatable But I’ve hung in long enough to believe Anything can happen Everything can change Anything can happen  The one I was, the ones I left Long ago before regret, Dark rites of passage Laid the poison on the path They’ve disappeared The boy has flown Into the wild, blue unknown Blown away, scattered like ash Never to come back Music & Lyrics by Id Guinness Copyright 2010 Id Guinness/Rapid Transformation Music SOCAN

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"...A BEAUTIFUL THRILL..." - Progressia.net, Paris

"...SOUNDS SUPERB..." - New Horizons, UK

"4 OUT OF 5 - Highly recommended to those who'd like to enjoy a slice of sophisticated mainstream rock with distinct progressive credentials" - Progarchives.com

"...PACKED FULL OF IMAGINATIVE SONGS. THE PRODUCTION IS EXCELLENT..." - Mydadrocks.co.uk

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released March 30, 2010

Produced by Id Guinness

Performers:
Curtis Debray: lead, slide and rhythm guitars; background vocals (tracks 6 & 10)
Donn Tarris: bass guitar (tracks 1, 2, 5, 8, 10, 11, 12 & 13), acoustic guitar (track 12)
Pat Steward: beats and loops
Jesse Zubot: violin and mandolin
Lee Oliphant: bass guitar (tracks 6, 7 & 14)
Leslie Harris: background vocals (tracks 4, 6 & 10)
Katherine Casey Fiedler: background vocals (tracks 7 & 10)
Marie-Josie Dandeneau: bass guitar (track 4)
Eduardo Luro: spoken word (track 9)
Ernst van der Loo: double bass (track 9)
Id Guinness: lead and background vocals, keyboards, programming, percussion,
additional rhythm guitars (tracks 3, 11, 13 & 14), key bass (track 3), ebow (track 14)

Recorded by:
Donn Tarris: bass guitar (tracks 1, 2, 5, 8, 10, 11, 12 & 13)
and acoustic guitar (track 12)
Marie-Josie Dandeneau: bass guitar (track 4)
Jesse Zubot (at Drip Audio): violins and mandolin
Sheldon Zaharko (at e Factory Studios): drums
Susan Smith: spoken word (track 9)
Id Guinness: remainder

Mixed by:
Donn Tarris & Id Guinness: track 2
Donn Tarris: track 12
Id Guinness: remainder

Mastered by Donn Tarris

Visuals:
Photography: Sureeyapon Sri-ampai (menoevil.com) Images used with permission
Copyright Sureeyapon Sri-ampai All rights reserved
Photos of Id by: Sandra Fiedler
Layout: Id Guinness

Special thanks to:
Sandra Fiedler, Katherine Casey Fiedler, Donn Tarris, Curtis DeBray, Leslie Harris, Sureeyapon Sri-ampai, Ledenhed, Susan Smith, Eduardo Luro, Pat Steward & Gaile Welker

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Id Guinness Vancouver, British Columbia

Singer/songwriter/producer/keyboardist Id Guinness has performed and recorded with many Canadian and international artists over the years and has released three full length solo albums.

In addition to his solo work, he performs with Vancouver band 'The Red Herring Collective.'
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